[00:00.000] 作词 : Derrick Johnson
[00:00.503] 作曲 : Derrick Johnson
[00:01:06]Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you
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[00:12.69]Dear God I see you're face in all I do
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[00:24.55]Sometimes it's so hard to believe in
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[00:46.14]Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation
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[00:49.28]These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
[00:51.97]I think about this life I live
[00:53.36]And all the **** I'm facing
[00:54.86]More secrets in my mind than a freemason
[00:57.28]I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes
[01:00.25]I'm only human I want to hit the club
[01:01.82]And **** a dime
[01:02.69]But I know that's not the answer to my problems
[01:04.93]Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them
[01:07.63]Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
[01:10.31]Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex
[01:13.11]Am I wrong yeah
[01:15.20]Dear God am I wrong uh
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[01:19.38]Dear God tell me am I wrong
[01:21.19]For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
[01:23.73]Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
[01:26.76]'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
[01:29.19]Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
[01:32.16]People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
[01:34.87]I just want to spread positivity
[01:36.55]Through lyrical ability
[01:37.79]They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
[01:40.62]Yeah it's my life
[01:41.92]My wrongs and my rights
[01:43.78]My battle my songs and my fights
[01:46.48]Now everybody want to come around
[01:48.32]Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
[01:51.15]Not a single one of you motherf*ckers believed in the brand
[01:54.23]Extended a hand
[01:55.23]And now you want to be my man
[01:56.86]I think not
[01:57.63]You quick to shape shift like ink blots
[01:59.75]The real dilla we cut classic no fitters
[02:02.03]What about the time I was nine
[02:03.53]And my mama almost murdered me
[02:05.72]Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me
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[02:08.61]Her bare hands tight around my throat
[02:10.45]I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama
[02:13.14]Don't you want me mama don't you love me
[02:15.30]Mama what the ****
[02:16.51]Where was you then God tell me now
[02:18.40]How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
[02:21.17]Why you let me live but let another die
[02:23.90]Why you dry my tears but let another cry
[02:26.48]Gotta' know
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[02:27.50]Set to detonate I gotta blow
[02:28.99]That **** for show
[02:30.03]I used to wonder why in the hell
[02:31.62]You would make me suffer
[02:32.69]But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
[02:35.09]Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
[02:37.44]When **** rough I get tough and
[02:39.25]When I'm beaten to the ground
[02:40.20]I get up yeah
[02:42.82]I get up yeah yeah
[02:45.61]I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
[02:48.38]When **** rough I get tough
[02:49.80]And when I'm beaten to the ground
[02:51.21]I get up yeah
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[02:53.82]I get up I get up
[02:56.84]Get up