[00:04.120]Uh hi, everyone
[00:06.560]My name is Murs, and uh
[00:08.760]Yeah, I've had a rough couple years
[00:12.160]But uh, you know
[00:13.070]I guess I was depressed
[00:14.500]I don't feel depressed anymore
[00:17.630]Uh, you know I'm just at this point where I'm not too high
[00:20.440]And I'm not too low, I'm just here
[00:23.690]And that's okay
[00:25.420]And there's a word for that
[00:27.480]It's called 'melancholy'
[00:30.020]Yeah
[00:31.740]They say that happiness is a choice
[00:33.530]Well, I guess they get to choose
[00:35.580]Put all them so-called friends with they fake ass friends
[00:37.860]Ain't never been in my shoes
[00:39.670]Had my back up against the wall
[00:41.580]'Bout to jump up off the edge
[00:43.500]Just paid for a shrink but she made me think
[00:45.710]That the problem's all in my head
[00:47.660]So with that said, I went solo
[00:49.560]On my own tryna face my fears
[00:51.700]I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got real
[00:53.750]So I started writing this right here
[00:55.630]And it took me years to get to this point
[00:57.560]Where I don't wanna die every day
[00:59.370]You can't put it in your mind to be down all the time
[01:01.750]'cause the sun go shine anyway
[01:03.680]I been walking down this road, eyes closed
[01:05.910]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
[01:08.170]Blindfold, eyes closed
[01:09.840]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
[01:12.270]And it takes a toll on my soul
[01:14.020]Said it takes a toll on my soul
[01:16.080]Walking down this road, eyes closed
[01:17.860]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
[01:20.300]Don't mean to make you feel bad
[01:22.050]Because you think that I'm sad
[01:24.030]No need for you to feel sorry
[01:26.040]Bro, I'm just melancholy
[01:28.150]Don't mean to make you feel bad
[01:30.030]Because you think that I'm sad
[01:32.060]No need for you to feel sorry
[01:34.040]Bro, I'm just melancholy
[01:35.990]Now I heard they call me crazy, I just act like I can't hear
[01:39.510]But they ain't had it this rough or even lost as much
[01:41.660]As I did in just one year
[01:43.600]Have you ever had the feeling like you don't wanna die
[01:45.740]But like, wait, still not wanna be here
[01:47.570]That fog roll in and them days get dark
[01:49.580]And it start getting hard for you to see clear
[01:52.160]I know that pain too well, I swear I been through hell
[01:56.060]If I don't smile, oh well, just worry 'bout yourself
[01:59.880]I tell 'em leave me 'lone, I'm just in my zone
[02:01.550]But some people can't take the hint
[02:03.500]When my life so strange, I been through so much change
[02:05.660]Why would I need yo' two cents?
[02:07.660]But everybody got they ideas
[02:09.530]On how to make my pain go away
[02:11.490]But opinions is just like a SoundCloud page
[02:13.720]Everybody got one these days
[02:15.660]So you can kill the interrogation
[02:17.500]'Cause you only wasting your time
[02:19.570]If you mind your business then I mind mine
[02:21.640]And everything gon' be just fine
[02:23.740]I been walking down this road, eyes closed
[02:25.890]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
[02:28.090]Blindfold, eyes closed
[02:29.690]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
[02:32.130]And it takes a toll on my soul
[02:33.960]Said it takes a toll on my soul
[02:36.030]Walking down this road, eyes closed
[02:37.780]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
[02:40.330]Don't mean to make you feel bad
[02:42.050]Because you think that I'm sad
[02:44.030]No need for you to feel sorry
[02:46.030]Bro, I'm just melancholy
[02:48.060]Don't mean to make you feel bad
[02:49.990]Because you think that I'm sad
[02:52.030]No need for you to feel sorry
[02:54.140]Bro, I'm just melancholy
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