[00:22.00]Look, I know I ain't been myself lately
[00:26.12]I've been feelin' like someone else lately
[00:28.95]It's prolly this empty Colt 45
[00:30.81]That's numbing the pain inside
[00:32.12]Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately
[00:34.27]I'm still a sinner
[00:35.10]I'm losing myself, I need a sign
[00:36.98]I needed space, I needed love, I needed time
[00:39.67]And I never understood
[00:41.13]How you could treat me so heartless
[00:43.08]Until I realized that you just needed mine
[00:45.45]That's what I mean by "loving you never helps"
[00:47.62]Cause I just can't decide
[00:49.03]Between loving you or myself
[00:50.48]I just pushed away
[00:51.77]Cause I drew a line and you crossed it
[00:53.58]Crossing out my exes
[00:54.76]And ex-ing out all my loses, I know
[00:56.79]What it's like to lose somebody you love
[00:59.07]And I know what it's like to
[01:00.47]Lose yourself to the drugs
[01:01.97]And I know what it's like to
[01:03.49]Have to let go of someone
[01:04.56]Cause they hurt you so bad that
[01:06.16]You're not the person you was
[01:07.66]They won't ever feel what I feel
[01:09.27]In a world so fake
[01:10.86]I just need something that's real
[01:12.48]I've been dying to live
[01:13.75]The devil's shooting to kill
[01:15.13]I just can't help but wonder
[01:16.55]If you think of me still
[01:18.05]See, I've been losing my mind
[01:19.23]I've been losing everybody I believed in
[01:21.75]Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing
[01:24.63]I'm coping with the pain
[01:25.83]Hoping that the rain just stops
[01:27.85]Cause it reminds me of the day
[01:29.15]You said you leaving
[01:30.32]We always seem to run from those that love us the most
[01:33.04]And we never open up because we scared to get close
[01:35.62]We running from the past
[01:36.98]And we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts
[01:39.27]Cause you left me when I needed you most
[01:41.37]I said we always seem to
[01:42.46]Run from those that love us the most
[01:44.05]And never open up because we scared to get close
[01:47.01]We running from the past
[01:48.42]And we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts
[01:50.60]We just hoping that it lasts
[02:04.03]Cause I know what it's like to
[02:05.32]Lose a person you love in
[02:07.21]I know what it's like to
[02:08.39]Lose yourself to the drugs, I know
[02:15.00]Yeah, I know what it's like to
[02:16.79]Lose a person you love in
[02:18.54]I know what it's like to
[02:19.52]Lose yourself to the drugs, I know
[02:26.55]Yeah, I know what it's like to
[02:27.92]Lose a person you love in(Lose a person you love in)