[00:04.44]I just
[00:10.35]I just hope they can feel my pain
[00:16.71]Yeah
[00:17.56]Thinking Sierra my soul mate
[00:18.74]Funny how she almost fell for me then she left my heart up in a cold place
[00:22.69]Now I'm really having flashbacks, talking high school that was '08
[00:26.63]When I had a crush on Akeela but I was too shy so we went on no dates
[00:30.46]Thirteen for me was the worst, cause I was going through something Today it still hurts
[00:34.69]Preacher was reciting the verse while I was plotting on collection plates in the church
[00:38.19]Cause we were living in debt
[00:39.71]And I hear my parents always arguing about rent
[00:42.09]Daddy used to get a check
[00:43.54]But he had to close the shop so things were left
[00:45.97]Pour that liquor down
[00:47.54]I need brown, I got Crown in it
[00:49.76]They don't feel my pain
[00:51.24]Not the same let me drown in it
[00:53.47]I lose my mind in the late night
[00:55.31]I don't smoke **** I can't take flight
[00:57.18]I suffer from social anxiety
[00:59.03]People say hi to me, picture my day like
[01:01.16]I was thinking buy a lottery ticket
[01:02.96]If I win Imma get drunk and
[01:05.06]Rent a house and party with women
[01:06.78]Brainwashed from the rapper life
[01:08.78]Almost everybody that I always envisioned
[01:10.73]See when you're not behind bars your mind could still be locked in the system
[01:15.02]Stoppin', I'm thinking, I'm wi****ng yeah
[01:16.66]Caught up in my life and all the times I've been down
[01:20.52]I can feel the pain I need something to numb me now
[01:24.40]Pour me up a drink, disappear I'm not around
[01:27.98]Today I feel alone and I really need you now yeah yeah
[01:31.57]Need you now yeah yeah
[01:38.21]Need you now yeah yeah yeah yeah
[01:42.00]Need you now yeah yeah
[01:45.86]Need you now yeah yeah
[01:47.60]I want the world but I don't wanna lose my soul
[01:50.90]I want a girl who can look deep in my eyes and tell me things I didn't know
[01:54.54]Plus I'm learning not to get mad over situations that I cannot control
[01:57.32]But its hard when its stuck in your mind
[02:00.53]Like its a certain way that its supposed to go
[02:02.26]Dad never showed me the ropes
[02:03.66]I been reminiscing it been hard on my mind lately
[02:06.63]Cause he was always in the house
[02:08.02]Yeah but its my brother who raised me
[02:10.31]Life is so crazy, all these people acting like my friends
[02:12.97]So they all moving shady, it never fazed me I've been dealing with it daily
[02:14.95]Done nothing and they hate me
[02:16.39]Pour that liquor down
[02:19.77]I need brown I got Crown in it
[02:21.94]They don't feel my pain
[02:23.47]Not the same let me drown in it
[02:25.71]I lose my mind in the late night
[02:27.53]I don't smoke ****, I can't take flight
[02:29.37]I suffer from social anxiety
[02:31.38]People say hi to me picture my day like
[02:33.23]In my room still trapped all alone
[02:35.16]Negative thoughts suppressing my dome
[02:37.20]Only way that I can deal with it
[02:39.08]No one never that will pick up the phone
[02:41.18]Maybe I don't want to talk about it
[02:42.81]Maybe you feel empty but your mind is crowded
[02:45.00]I be fine, I doubt it
[02:46.10]Pressure on a thousand and I can't take it so I feel like shouting
[02:49.00]Caught up in my life and all the times I've been down
[02:52.80]I can feel the pain I need something to numb me now
[02:56.54]Pour me up a drink, disappear I'm not around
[03:00.26]Today I feel alone and I really need you now yeah yeah
[03:03.80]Need you now yeah yeah
[03:10.29]Need you now yeah yeah yeah yeah
[03:14.19]Need you now yeah yeah
[03:17.96]Need you now yeah yeah