Closed Casket. My lungs are getting weaker I been breathing all these lies Cuz my secrets gettin harder for me to confide and i've lost all my pride I'm 40 years below death So when i meet my maker I hope it runs and hides Sitting in my guest room Cryin over all these pictures of me and you and i dont wanna feel alone i guess i got you by me with your soul and life is a ******* gift man i dont even know i guess i got some coal cuz i'm never satisfied with anything so i'll tie the rope tight and i'll never think of you again waking up i'm pissed i don't wanna get up now reading text off my phone remind me that i'll never amount to anything that i have i cant even ******* smile i just want you back haven't seen you in a while