everything happens for a reason
They asked me if everything was okay
I told them everything is good to not change their mood
I just feel like i should've never been born
I just don't wanna live in this world anymore
Put the blade into my heart
I don't want this feeling anymore
Still stuck in my past but i just wanna leave
Mamma telling me i should just forget it all
Hard for me when i grew up this way
And she doesn't even know
Everybody forgot me
I don't want to feel this way
Go ahead just kill me now
I'm ready to ******* dissapear
Hiding everything i got from my mom
Spending my days in the cold
Spending my days druggin myself up
Help me mother i don't wanna feel like this
I just want leave this Earth without hurting my family
I can't take this no more