Close To The Edge (Prod. Pendo46 & StarBeats)
Living on the edge
I can’t get these voices out my head
Something tells me that I’m better dead (x2)
Spirits talking and I’m breaking down
Everybody thinking I’m a clown
Dive in water I’m about to drown
Always talking when I’m not around
Ain’t nobody talk to me at school
Im about to end it so it’s cool
I was broke ain’t never had a lot
Always stuck up in a melting pot
Lost the people that I use to love
Lot of people say I’m not enough
Lot of people tell a lot of bluffs
Lately I been really living rough
Everybody looking over me
Wonder will they ever notice me
I’m the one that no one ever liked
Always thinking when it turns to night
Look around nobody in my sight
There’s a lot of stuff I gotta hide
How did I get to this point in my life
Tell me why I gotta feel this way
Didn’t want suicide as the result
I’m sorry to everyone it’s not your fault
I’m sorry I know that I should’ve just called
Since I was little now I’m an adult
Demons be talking they get in my head
Telling me yeah you be better off dead
Don’t go outside always lay in my bed
Look at the water it’s coming out red
Anti depressants they never will help
Can’t love nobody I don’t love myself
Step in my shoes and you’ll see how I felt
Drink it away but it’s bad for my health
Living on the edge
I can’t get these voices out my head
Something tells me that I’m better dead (x2)