[00:00.000] 作词 : Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt
[00:00.539] 作曲 : Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt
[00:01.78]So this story, is about a really close friend of mine
[00:07.48]I love you, brother
[00:10.68]My mates talk **** about their wives, but I love mine
[00:13.87]Yeah we fight sometimes, but ain't that just life?
[00:16.30]She’s been pregnant now for some time, it took us years
[00:19.58]And enough tries, I thought it wouldn’t happen from my young life
[00:21.26]From the drunk times, or when I tried drugs twice
[00:25.35]I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up, right
[00:27.99]The doctor told me that I need to stop stressin’
[00:30.07]The only thing that’s working against us is just time
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[00:33.89]That was true, two months by
[00:36.06]My wife called me up while I was workin' at the pub, right
[00:38.79]She told me I was gonna be a daddy
[00:41.02]We both broke down, she said there’s something that I done right
[00:43.90]I called my mother, told her I was gonna be a father
[00:47.55]Mum cried, so did I, I was tongue-tied
[00:50.03]I can't explain this feelin' but I love life
[00:52.41]I’ve never had a purpose and this had just become mine
[00:55.35]To create this little person that’s fun size
[00:58.02]A little bit of her, and a little bit of me
[01:00.26]But I pray he gets his mum’s eyes
[01:01.92]I say he ‘cause I’ve always wanted a son, right
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[01:05.06]The ultrasound said it's a boy, my little ray of sunshine
[01:09.07]It dawned on me, I can’t wait to see my son rise
[01:11.60]You know what they say about time though? It does fly
[01:14.70]Fast forward nine months and suddenly it’s crunch time
[01:17.23]It's been a few days of goin’ through contractions
[01:20.00]Gotta stopwatch timin' every moment that it happens
[01:22.49]We reached five minutes so it’s hospital time
[01:24.72]I call ahead to see the doctors arrive, my wife’s laughin'
[01:27.58]Now I properly drive like the cops are behind
[01:31.12]But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time
[01:33.55]I’m a little scared, but she ain’t got a worry in sight
[01:36.13]She’s a warrior, exactly what you want in a wife
[01:38.92]It’s been several days of epic pain, every day she wakes up
[01:42.07]Finally she's comin’ to that second stage of labour
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[01:45.06]I sit next to her, squeeze on her hand
[01:47.57]Put a sponge up on her head and say, "Breathe if you can
[01:50.00]I love you so much, baby, you’re so strong
[01:52.62]I could never do this but you so easily can"
[01:55.31]She said the pain is insane like her abdomen’s ruptured
[01:58.29]Like someone’s got a knife, and they’re stabbin’ her stomach
[02:01.02]She’s like "We have to do somethin'," the nurse said, "It’s natural
[02:04.06]Relax, it's just a sign that it’s actually coming"
[02:06.18]She’s like "No, it’s too much, it’s too hard to get out"
[02:09.22]I’m sayin’ any words I think’ll help at calmin’ her down
[02:11.86]Doctor’s like, "You’re nearly through the worst part of it now"
[02:14.76]Take a look and see my little king is startin’ to crown
[02:17.73]They all tellin’ her to push, and she’s screamin’
[02:20.56]She’s saying that it hurts, I tell her to keep breathin’
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[02:23.77]It’s like ‘push’ is the only word that they’ve said now
[02:26.24]Then I’m shocked by the massive scream she let's out
[02:29.13]The doctor’s like "Yes, now the head’s out"
[02:32.48]And then I watch as he quickly pullin' the rest out
[02:34.53]It’s so amazin’ to see my son in the flesh
[02:36.91]I can’t help but notice he hasn't taken a breath, now
[02:39.94]They put a little plastic thing in his mouth
[02:42.21]While the doctor’s two fingers are slightly pumpin’ his chest down
[02:45.45]I start panicking, something’s gone wrong
[02:48.23]They push me to the side, I can barely see what’s goin’ on
[02:50.92]He’s not breathin’, they need to resuscitate him
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[02:54.14]He’s suffocating, I see that it’s something major, I feel
[02:56.77]So helpless, I wish I could come and save him
[02:59.29]I pray that my son’ll make it, it’s taking ‘em f*ckin’ ages
[03:01.83]Everyone’s in shock, I’m just listenin’ in
[03:04.65]Holdin’ my breath, wishin’ I could give it to him, f*ck
[03:07.43]At 20 minutes, now they’re stoppin’
[03:10.27]They turn around, they say, "We’ve lost him"
[03:13.26]I’m in shock, I can’t talk
[03:16.09]I’m starin’ at the ground, I can’t walk
[03:19.08]They hand him to us, can’t believe the size of him
[03:21.51]The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen but there’s no life in him
[03:24.58]My wife’s cryin’ like, "Why aren’t they reviving him?"
[03:26.86]I said, "They tried for 20 minutes" she’s like, "Try again"
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[03:29.91]Now I’m feelin’ like I’m stuck in hell
[03:31.85]This is the worst pain I’ve f*ckin’ felt
[03:34.22]I’ve been ten years clean, but now I’m drunk and on the drugs as well
[03:37.76]I’m doin’ anything to numb myself, but nothin’ helps
[03:40.89]I believed in God, for that I feel dumb as hell
[03:43.44]Can someone please tell God to go and f*ck himself
[03:47.28]I’m sorry, yo, it’s hard to be faithful
[03:49.09]It's painful, heaven must be runnin’ out of angels
[03:51.47]He died from asphyxiation, no air in his lungs
[03:54.00]A parent should never have to bury their son
[03:55.87]Especially one that’s so precious it has barely begun
[03:59.46]That’s one thing in life that should never be done
[04:02.25]I prayed for a son, and they blessed me with one
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[04:05.54]My biggest gift, now his presence is up
[04:07.72]And I’m crying at the thought, he won’t ever feel a hug
[04:10.55]Or the tenderness of love that he’d be gettin’ from his mum
[04:13.23]Sent him from above, but why take him
[04:16.26]It’s like I'm being punished for the negative I’ve done
[04:18.69]And it’s killin’ me that Christmas time is barely in a month
[04:21.43]So I’m doin’ what I have to do to spend it with my son
[04:28.76](No)
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[04:33.87]Where did you go?
[04:36.56]Are you alone?
[04:38.82]How did you get there?
[04:42.06]I need you at home
[04:44.24]Where did you go?
[04:46.93]Are you alone?
[04:49.81]How did you get there?
[04:53.00]I need you at home
[04:55.83]I need you at home