In My Darkest Hour In my hour of need Ha no you 're not there And though I reached out for you Wouldn 't lend a hand Through the darkest hour Grace did not shine on me It feels so cold very cold No one cares for me Did you ever think I get lonely Did you ever think that I needed love Did you ever think to stop thinking You 're the only one that I 'm thinking of You 'll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too Things will be better when I 'm dead and gone Don 't try to understand knowing you I 'm probably wrong But oh how I lived my life for you Still you 'd turn away Now as I die for you My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years I thought I was wrong Now I know it was you Raise you head raise your face your eyes Tell me who you think you are I walk I walk alone Into the promised land There 's a better place for me But it 's far far away Everlasting life for me In a perfect world But I gotta die first Please god send me on my way Time has a way of taking time Loneliness is not only felt be fools Alone I call to ease the pain Yearning to be held by you Alone so alone I 'm lost Consumed by the pain The pain the pain the pain Won 't you hold me again And you just laughed ha ha B**ch My whole life is work built on the past But the time has come when all things shall pass This good thing passed away