My Life In Two Am I just holding onto memories The perfect pieces of my past I never thought I'd be the one to Say that dreams don't always last I've screamed my heart out Given everything I split my life in two And I don't regret anything If I can see the damages by now Can you hear the sound Is it time or just the voice Inside my mind that says - "Don't throw your life away Reaching for yesterday" I only promise I'm not giving up today And when my mind starts pulling away My heart will have The fight to make it I'll turn my back on better days I know my pride can take it I've sacrificed half of my life I hear it in every line I write - That a part of me I lost along the way I'll never get back again I've screamed my heart out Given everything I split my life in two And I don't regret anything If I can see the damages by now Can you hear the sound Is it time or just the voice Inside my mind that says - "Don't throw your life Away reaching for yesterday" I only promise I'm not giving up today And when my hope stops leading the way It might be too late To make it out And when jealousy Will be all I breathe Who am I to play the martyr My head will bow in shame When my heart stops leading the way Who am I to play the martyr I'm the one to blame When my heart stops leading the way Who am I to play the martyr If I can see the damages by now Can you hear the sound and walk away "Don't throw your life away Reaching for yesterday" I only promise I'm not giving up today