I don\'t wanna leave my bed. What's the point of this sh1t Everyone around me disappointed and sh1t Stop thinking I'm appointed to sh1t This the only life I got, I'll live it how I wish I'm not gonna waste my life pleasing you The things that please me, don't mean sh1t to you Don't say you need me, I'm not needing you I don't even trust myself, why would I put my trust in you Passin' passion for the caption, it's imagined Crashin', clashin' with the masses no relaxin' No compassion, now my problem's just a fashion Having balance with depression cause it's equal to the talent Cause without it I don't even think I'd have it Before I felt the pain, it wasnt even valid I escape through sound, for the music I am avid A fanatic, glad I figured something out before the havoc I know it's all fake just inside my head But I still think I'm better off dead I'm just lost, life leaving me mislead I'm just a kid with mental issues, I don't wanna leave my bed