[00:04.428]Just give me one good time [00:13.866]Nobody is looking at me anyway [00:20.238]Nobody is looking at me anyway [00:23.802]Yo [00:24.353]Yo [00:25.307]I know that I'm Hardcore [00:27.162]Know how to start wars [00:28.418]Know how to scar yours in a fist fight [00:31.679]Cause toughness is our floor [00:33.534]Warriors that bond more [00:34.840]But this one is far tore up on this night [00:37.47]Some people show it [00:39.56]And then [00:39.660]Some people hide it [00:40.665]But other people [00:41.317]Do it whenever they get excited [00:42.576]But me [00:43.981]I can't even do it [00:45.941]When the wrongs on mind [00:46.995]I'm saying i been trying to do it for a long long time [00:50.59]i get jealous when i see people do it [00:52.171]And it's like fluid [00:53.177]I'm thinking [00:53.729]How can they swallow that [00:55.237]When I can't even chew it [00:56.542]I guess [00:56.945]God seen it fit [00:58.151]To label me the consouller [00:59.409]bestowed upon a bro and forever be the shoulder [01:01.569]My mission is plain to see [01:04.631]Its freaking insanity [01:05.933]I'm wishing the pain in me would just leave me be why can't it be [01:09.700]Simple cause on the real [01:11.106]This one could die [01:12.413]So I'm asking god [01:13.465]Before I go [01:14.269]Just give me one good cry [01:16.224]If I could cry maybe one good time i could wash away all my pain [01:20.190]And maybe free my mind [01:22.648]After my shows it's a lonely road [01:25.05]Sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul [01:30.845]No body's looking at me anyway [01:34.05]Just give me one good time [01:37.268]No body's looking at me anyway [01:40.462]Why I got to be the one to cheer up [01:42.476]People till they clear up [01:43.782]When I sneeze I tear up [01:45.40]And then I go look in a mirror [01:47.98]So I can see how it looks [01:48.651]When I really wanna know how it feels [01:50.308]When I'm hella down I try to push [01:51.915]No matter how hard no water spills [01:53.222]For real [01:54.780]My patients is soon to go [01:56.138]waiting for the balloon to blow [01:57.596]I'm thinking back to when i used to go to funerals [02:00.206]No matter how close we were [02:02.61]On the inside it ached while [02:03.768]Others be losing it [02:05.23]I'm just wishing I could just break down [02:07.32]And I been to a lot of them [02:09.589]And there's not a one [02:10.896]That went on and got it done [02:12.301]No moisture that even try even to come [02:13.806]And this ain't no tough thing,because I've had enough pain [02:16.63]Tears should be runnin like mustangs [02:18.271]Man it must rain [02:19.674]Been trying for years [02:21.581]But the crying been inside [02:22.989]N the ninas so serious there ain't no lying in his eyes [02:26.252]Makes me so furious [02:27.55]When I look n im a genocide [02:28.662]Please let me break down with the pain i felt when Brian Dennis died [02:32.553]If I could cry maybe one good time i could wash away all my pain [02:37.24]And maybe free my mind [02:39.484]After my shows it's a lonely road [02:41.793]Sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul [02:47.544]No body's looking at me anyway [02:50.788]Just give me one good time [02:53.964]No body's looking at me anyway [02:58.230]I look at actors crying [02:59.283]It's as easy as fondue [03:00.887]But what do you do when extreme hurt is upon you? [03:04.600]Real life ain't no movie homie [03:06.107]And this ain't Jon woe [03:07.360]But I almost lost it on the ending of Jon q [03:10.927]And I almost lost it when Jennifer Hudson blew [03:13.486]But I'm still waiting for that real emotion to come thru [03:17.449]But then maybe I could get a cry god [03:19.712]Maybe one too [03:20.717]Been red for life for the first time ever [03:22.771]Me want blue [03:23.324]Give me the blues [03:25.586]Sometimes I turn on the news [03:27.143]And I [03:27.697]Look at all these feuds [03:28.698]Then I try to make them ooze [03:30.105]but no cry [03:31.58]no tear drops from your eyes [03:32.413]poetry's music oh my [03:33.366]almost make me tear up when thinkin about my children,no lie [03:36.428]Maybe I'm black hearted [03:37.986]You thinking damn he shady [03:39.844]Saying man he crazy [03:41.150]For the way I abandon me lady [03:43.410]One day she can repay me [03:44.766]Yes that woman can betray me [03:46.630]Then ill probably cry if not than I do it if I win me a Grammy maybe [03:49.594]If I could cry maybe one good time I could wash away all my pain [03:54.15]And maybe free my mind [03:56.279]After my shows it's a lonely road [03:58.792]Sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul [04:04.316]No body's looking at me anyway [04:07.678]Just give me one good time [04:10.795]No body's looking at me anyway